Snakes on a Blog

There’s rarely that 1 person other than family that’s on my mind everyday and that person just won’t leave. :/

I pretty much learned that another one of my family members is dying of cancer. What a weird year 2012 has turned out to be. I hate sounding pessimistic in just about every tumble post I make, but I usually write what I can only let out here, I guess. I don’t think a lot of people read this blog anyway, so it’s just about satisfactory that I keep that sad stuff here and be a lot more positive everywhere else. It’s a job on its own though, and I can only hope everything eventually works out.

when you don’t like like someone, you give a level of attention that’s soo low, it really hurts, whether it was years ago or now. And you wondered why I ever remotely treated you poorly at one point.

It sounds weird, but I realize I have a pretty good jab. Won’t hurt too much if you do it right. Kinda having mixed feelings lately, but everything works out eventually. I’m not as big with the faith as I should be, but I really have to thank God, or at least someone high up there for where I am. Whether I like it or not, I’m really accepting of how things have changed. Looking back, nothing was an accident and every event happens for the better. I just have to be patient and I know I’m going to be happier soon.

This height thing is really starting to get to me. I’m really hating myself lately for it.

Mehh

when I look back at some tapes, I wasn’t as bad of an athlete as I exaggerate to myself. Inconsistent, but I have more than 1 moment to feel proud of. Even more motivation to work hard on my fitness and improve. I’m entering bit of a comeback period in my life. I’m kinda motivated to do everything I wanted to do right now. I just gotta cross my fingers that it will last a very long time, if not forever.

Do you ever think sometimes that if you had to deal with a clone of yourself face to face, you’d hate that person a lot?

I barely ever see regular blog posts on here anymore, lol